Demotivated :(

I don't know what it is lately, but I've just not been very motivated to play L2 these past few weeks. I log in, sometimes I get a group, sometimes I wander around aimlessly and get nothing accomplished. Most of the time I wonder about all the stuff I could've gotten done had I not opened up an account over 2 years ago. I was kind of looking forward to this installment, and it's got some great stuff but at this point in the game I'm not sure what else I can do to just keep myself interested. There's no goal left that's really (in my mind) reasonably attainable. All of the more modest goals, and even some not so modest I've achieved:

• attained my third class change and become a spectal dancer
  
• subclassed and attained my third class change as a sagittarius
  
• made a second subclass of warlock and become a noble summoner
  
• attended successful raids of all the epic bosses- Baium, Antharas, Valakas, Frintezza
  
• become hero (not by skill, but by the goodwill of those in my alliance)
  
• fought the most powerful alliance on the server, and arguably all of NA
  
• been part of the top alliance on Bartz (imo by default, since the top alliance went on hiatus)
  
• been given access to boss jewels

I don't see what more there is to do at this point. I had at one point considered trying to get to 80, or at least trying to farm s80 gear...another exercise in futility- here's the number of items you need to get just the mats and recipes (the s80 stuff so far is not spoilable or dropped by any mobs, only known way to get them at this point in the game is thru the farming of these seeds that cannot be dropped or traded). Copied from the CT1 forum on blah:


SEEDS OF EVIL NEEDED:
-where to get them:
Red/Blue = Chromatic Highlands
Green/Yellow = the rest of Isle of Prayer
White/Black = End bosses in Emerald, Steam, and Coral Cavern instances

ARMOR PARTS

HEAVY
Sealed Dynasty Breastplate Part x2
381 yellow, 191 green, 128 blue, 76 red, 1 white, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Gaiters Piece x2
256 yellow, 129 green, 86 blue, 51 red, 1 white , 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Helmet Piece x2
160 yellow, 80 green, 54 blue, 32 red, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Gauntlet Piece x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 40 blue, 24 red, 1 white
Sealed Dynasty Boot Piece x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 40 blue, 24 red, 1 white
Sealed Dynasty Shield Piece x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 39 blue, 24 red, 1 white

LIGHT
Sealed Dynasty Leather Armor Piece x2
299 Yellow, 150 Green, 100 Blue, 60 red, 1 white, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Leather Leggings Part x2
200 yellow, 100 green, 67 blue, 39 red, 1 white, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Leather Helmet Piece x2
160 yellow, 81 green, 53 blue, 32 red, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Leather Gloves Part x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 40 blue 24 red, 1 white
Sealed Dynasty Leather Boot Part x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 40 blue, 24 red, 1 white

ROBE
Sealed Dynasty Tunic Piece x2
299 yellow, 150 green, 100 blue, 60 red, 1 white, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Stockings Piece x2
200 yellow, 100 green, 67 blue, 39 red, 1 white, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Circlet Piece x2
160 yellow, 81 green, 53 blue, 32 red, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Glove Piece x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 40 blue, 24 red, 1 white
Sealed Dynasty Shoes Piece x2
120 yellow, 60 green, 40 blue, 24 red, 1 white

JEWELRY
Sealed Dynasty Earring Gemstone x2
126 yellow, 64 green, 42 blue, 25 red, 1 white
Sealed Dynasty Necklace Chain x2
165 yellow, 82 green, 56 blue, 32 red, 1 black
Sealed Dynasty Ring Gemstone x2
89 yellow, 44 green, 30 blue, 18 red, 1 white

RECIPES

HEAVY
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Breastplate x1
1120 yellow, 561 green, 373 blue, 224 red, 2 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Gaiters x1
699 yellow, 350 green, 233 blue, 140 red, 1 white, 2 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Helmet x1
419 yellow, 209 green, 139 blue, 84 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Gauntlets x1
280 yellow, 139 green 94 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Boots x1
280 yellow, 139 green, 94 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Shield x1
294 yellow, 146 green, 97 blue, 59 red, 1 white, 1 black

LIGHT
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Leather Armor x1
839 yellow, 420 green, 280 blue, 168 red, 2 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Leather Leggings x1
524 yellow, 262 green, 174 blue, 105 red, 1 white, 2 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Leather Helmet x1
419 yellow, 209 green 139 blue, 84 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Leather Gauntlets x1
280 yellow, 139 green 94 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Leather Boots x1
280 yellow, 139 green 94 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black

ROBE
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Tunic x1
839 yellow, 420 green, 280 blue, 168 red, 2 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Stockings x1
524 yellow, 262 green, 174 blue, 105 red, 1 white, 2 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Circlet x1
419 yellow, 209 green 139 blue, 84 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dyasty Gloves x1
280 yellow, 139 green 94 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Shoes x1
280 yellow, 139 green 94 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black

JEWELRY
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Earring x1
272 yellow, 136 green, 90 blue, 55 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Necklace x1
364 yellow, 181 green, 122 blue, 72 red, 1 white, 1 black
Recipe: Sealed Dynasty Ring x1
181 yellow, 90 green, 61 blue, 36 red, 1 white, 1 black

So...to sum it up:


Bleah...just tired...tired of L2...I still log in, I still do "stuff"...but I'm kind of beginning to not feel like there's any point to it anymore, so you may see a bit of a decrease of the frequency of my posts.